"Take A Look" at Linen Life Gallery

Last night I got a chance to present my video at the Linen Life Art Gallery last night. I had soo much fun. My mom came with me, I hung out with Arisha and Jhamel. I met some really great people too. This event was a fundraiser for United Roots and I must say it came out really well. I got alot of compliments on the video. My mom and Arisha met each other that night and had a ball lol. We laughed all night while we sipped out Moscato. I can't wait to make for videos, start making short films, and work more on my portfolio. I love filming and I always have fun doing it. More to come soooo stay tuned :)

Emotions To Hide.

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can't tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you're not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don't bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You'll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today's not the day. Because here's to the nights you delt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn't breathe. To the nights you couldn't wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.

Friends FUCKERY..

Yea so been thinking about the recent fuckery with "friends". Been drama free for the longest. Found out some annoying shit and I had to cut someone off. I now know that I am comfortable with the friends I have. I don't need to give people chances to get close to me. I've always been this nice ass person that loves meeting new people, give chances at getting to know me, hang out, talk about whatever, and now I'm at a place where I regret even meeting this person. I would uninstall  this persons existence if I could. I don't do anything to bad to people, I'm not two faced, I'm always there for my friends no matter what and this one overly abused my kindness. The fact that my feelings dont matter to you, why the fuck are you around me. This is someone I gave a chance to and they just proved to me that they are exactly the type of person I thought they were when I met them. People really put on a show and try to hide who they really are. It's so annoying, with my real friends we are always ourselves, fuck anyone that don't like us. But this one smh I'm done.. Fuck your life and everything you stand for. I don't think I'm wrong for cutting this person off either. Never break friend codes..

A Little Blonde :)

Yes I dyed my hair, On the 27th of November, I wanted a change, I've been talking about doing something whether it was dye or trim. I've been cuttin it more lately and it had gotten LONGER which I love. Yes, this Isn/t a major change but its something and I like it. Everyone has complimented that they love it. Since my hair is like 90 something % natural now I like it more. I do miss perms but I can do without. My hair grows faster now. I do think when i move to Ga I might have to do the perms again because of the humidity, hopefully my hair will adapt to it and I won't have to. Coko helped my dye it and I can say that was a very funny experience lol. I have 3 different colors in my hair now, I have to figure out how to get the back to blend with the rest of my hair (not the blonde). I dyed the back of my hair back in may, at that time I was trying to dye the back of my hair a really bright brown close to blong but it didnt turn as like as i wanted, and when I decided to dye my hair red (which would show burgandy) it just turned a different color brown lol, so yea. It was easier to dye my hair when it was permed because it always turned the exact colors I want, now that it's natural it's harder. So I have a really big job now taking care of my hair with this blonde, I do not want it to break/fall out, it's on the side too lol I don't need to look like alot of these chicks that dyed hair be looking so messed up.

Breaking Dawn, It Will Rain..

I went to the midnight premiere of Breaking Dawn with mom and yay. I loved it! I wasn't expecting it to be so good, I really enjoyed myself. I loved the effects and scene of when Jacob (in wolf form) stood up to Sam after Sam tried to break him down. I like that part in the book too so to see how it came out was great. The birth scene was great too you can feel the tension and everything the graphics was crazy too.  I loved the imprinting scene when Jacob went to kill renesmee but fell to his knees and you saw the visual of her and him. I can't even explain how cool it was. I loved the whole honeymoon parts of the movie. I really like the end when her body is forming back alive into her vampire body the effects were great. So i know Part 2 will start when she gets off the table and Jasper is tense because he doesn't know why she's not acting like a normal new born. It was more funny scenes which was cool too. I can't wait to see part 2. I know it's going to be good if the same guy directed it. I can't wait to see Bella arm wrestle Emmet, Bella fight Jacob, Jacob hit Rosalie with the bowl, When charlie visits them for the first time and meets Renesmee. I really want to see the scene when all the vampires from around the world comes to help witness Renesmee for the Cullens to the Volturi. By the way I looove "It Will Rain" by Bruno Mars which is on the soundtrack.

Little Red Riding Frizz...

Everyone LOOOVED my hair when I did the red [In GA] and I totally miss it. My hair is about 96% natural [no relaxer] SOOOO I think I might do the red again :) when? I dont know exactly, just thinking :)

So I don't know if i want to just dye the crown like last time or if I want to dye a streak or what I need inspiration!! lol naw I need to find something that will look right on me that can last for a WHILE. It's annoying how white chicks can dye the hell out they hair and don't shit happen but when black girls dye it we have to be EXTRA careful and hope our hair don't fall out, break of ect. smh lol annoying. I need a new flatiron like right now. At the moment I have a 1 inch which does not help my hair I have too much hair for it and my hair wont stay as straight as it would if I had a 2 inch flat iron. I really want a curling wand. [Curling iron with no clamp] The clamp annoys me because it pulls at my hair. I want to try new styles. I need to pick up some flexing rods I think they are called too, so when I get paid, beauty supply here I come lol.
I this time I won't dye my hair I will go to a Salon and have someone do it and when I need a touch up I will do the same. When my hair disaster happened in Ga I was in tears and I never want that to happen again lol. ughhh! I think I might dye it for my birthday, that way I know for sure I can dye/bleach whatever and I won't have any problems. Last time I dyed my hair it wasss May 30th  or Oct 1st. I got Red but it didn't change my hair color much. Thats the only thing I do miss about having my hair permed was that with dyeing your hair the color always shows LIGHT.
One thing I'm going to hate when I move to Ga is getting use to the humidity. My hair is going to act viscious. Because I don't have any perm left on my hair and my hair is curly I won't be able to keep  my hair straight, unless its winter time, and even then the wetness in the air will frizz my hair.

Sons Of Anarchy: Hands

This episode made my soul hurt. I felt so bad about Tara and Gemma. It is time for clay to die like asap. I honestly think that either Jax, Tigs, or Opey is gonna kill Clay. I say Tigs because it's known to viewers of the show that he is inlove with Gemma so when he see's her and knows what happen he will robably fuck some shit up, not around members in the club though. I say Ope because Clay has killed his wife, his dad Piney, and had tried to get him killed as well. Clay owes Ope his life and i want to feel what Ope would feel if he had the chance to choke the shit out of clay. crazy right? I also say Jax because nigga you just fucked Tara's WHOOOLE career and life up. You put a hit out on her while both of Jax sons were with her and didn't know Jax was there. Jax is royally pissed about this. I need Jax to find out about the letters, the hit on tara, clay killing piney, and I cant wait for Jax to see Gemma's face. all I can say is IT'S ABOUT TO GO DOWN.

I cried when Tara and Jax were talking in the hospital and she was telling him how Fate is what put them in the situation they are in. How she should just fuck up her other hand and just me a mom to his  boys, how she should be stuck in charming ect. It was heartbreaking, because you can feel the hurt, and looking at Jax you can feel how hopeless he feels and how sorry he is to Tara. I did tear up when Clay beat Gemma because I was sitting there in shock PRAYING he wouldn't kill her. I cried when he punched her the Final time because the way it was shown, you just knew she was dead.. I'm not saying Clay should die just becase he beat his wife almost to death, I think Clay deserves to die because of all the plotting and killing he's done and is still doing. He doesn't care about the club anymore, it's all about him. He can just leave that club now like he planned to in the beginning of the season.

The Internet- Cocaine

Syd Tha Kid finally has a video! I just saw it yesterday and loved it. I love the song also. After I watched this I went to look up more stuff by hear and I can honestly say this girl is VERY talented. I haven't heard anything by her that I didn't like. I would tell everyone to check her out. I listened to her instrumentals and they are so calming and cool. She has a Ep full of them. I would actually get high and zone out listening to them lol. I can't wait to see more videos by her. Back to the video, I loved the carnival scene the directing by Matt was great. The chemistry was great. I liked the small small stuff like the way Syd would look at the girl, the kissing scene, the distorted faces people had after the Extacy and cocaine. Seeing Tyler, Taco, and Left Brain was cool too.

The Big Move!

Yes! The move back to Ga is already set and planned out. We will be moving back at ther end of July. I'm so excited. I talked to Ginger last night she's still in Jersey. She's thinking of coming back when she's ready. I can't wait for my homecoming kickback it will be ther best of all kickbacks and it will be more people, only because more people have been waiting for my return. We will be missing Shanai :( she's in North Carolina. We will have to party up for her and oovoo her from the party or something. Only thing I'm worried about is my hair, it's natural now so its gonna be frizzy and curly, I sooo don't wants to perm it. But anyway I can't wait to leave Cali, I'm going to miss my friends and fam but living here I won't miss.

So I Finished My Video Treatment

I made a video treatment for Miguel's "Girls Like you". I love the song so I want to make my own music video for it just to work on Directing skills and to show my talent :) I can use it for my portfolio. I did finish the one for Frank Ocean's "Ready". Now I'm going to look for people to play the parts. The concepts I came up with are great. The people for the parts I already have an idea on how I want them to look. Can't wait to start on them :) Which should I start on first?! The "Girls Like You" video I will only need 2 girls. The "Ready" video I will need a Girl and Guy to play a couple. Two Very beautiful girls that are comfortable with their body enough to show legs, arms, back, the illusion of being naked but are not for the "Girls Like you" video.

But anyways once the videos are done I shall post so you all can see :) wish me luck

Mail Time!!!

My shoes came in the mail today :) and I lovem! Lol I need to get some more stuff, I have an idea of what I want to buy. I need to buy some fabric too and start using my sewing machine. I need to make a few things, scarfs, hats, shirts, whatever. I was looking in my closet earlier and was thinkin of taking my shoes I dont wear to goodwill or a thrift stores or something, some have never been worn, makes no since for them to stay in my closet if ime never going to wear them. I have so many purses and bags, I love them, purses and shoes . I need to get me some accessories, im in need of some. I should make me some , all one of a kind ;)
I'm going to go buy me a couple shirts next week, solid colors this time. I need new colors to work with and try new stuff on me. Instead of my normal red, yellow, black, gray, and white.

He Farted & Other Randomness!

Me and Mika are live on Blog.Tv When....

Best Feelins In The World

Being called beautiful, Realizing it's Friday, Hugs that last more than a minute, When people laugh at my jokes, Packing for a vacation, Falling asleep to the rain, Being liked/loved back, Laughing till my stomach hurts, Waking up and realizing I have hours to sleep, When someone tells you you smell nice, Living up to someones expectations, Looking at pictures from when I was little, Sleeping in late, When someone tells you they never want to loose you, Making a stranger smile, Putting on sweatpants after wearing jeans all day, Eating seedless grapes, Winning an argument, Receiving hand-written letters, Getting unexpected gifts, Proving a smart person wrong, First swim of the summer

Chronic Ice

So I was walking downtown and stopped by mom moms job and noticed tht there was a Marijuana Expo down the street. This guy was passing out this ice tea called Chronic Ice so I got one. I'm not a big Ice Tea person as everyone knows. so the day after I was thirsty and decided to drink it. IT WAS EFFIN DELICIOUS lol no lie! I gotta get me a case of them. I told hella people about them and they have been wanting them. I went to the  canibus museum and the guy that works their told me about a store that sells them so OH YEAH gott get me one tomorrow.

Ready..

I was listenin to "Ready" by Frank ocean today, on repeat. I decided that I want to Direct my own music video for it. Something beautiful, sweet, sexy, and simple. I just thought about doing this so I was just thinking about how I want it to look. This vision is nice as hell. I know what I want the girl to look like and I know how I want the guy to be. I just need to find these people lol. I want this to be perfect, because I would like to put this in my portfolio. It's something I can call my own and something I can be creative with and put my all into. The Song is like he's flying in to meet his girl for only a day, so he's telling her they have only a day and he ready for whatever. The moments he has with her, the time he wants to spend with her, her beauty, the sky, ect. So I want to put all that together in a really nice way. I cant wait!!! I know this will be super fun. It can be like a mini- movie.

My Future Love Child

So, i think this is extra cute, my york terrier will be chillin in it's red hoodie just like this, when i get one that is lol. i want one soooo bad. a Brown and Black one. i want a toy one not a big one.

Saturday Night....

Soo, its Saturday I am laying here texting with Kay Kay, listenin to music, and bloggin on my Tumblr. I haven't done a little freewrite in a minute so guess what? It's about to go down! lol . This is a very boring weekend I must say!. Super mad I dyed my hair yesterday and you can't even tell! Hopefully when I flat iron it, it will show when i'm outside in sunlight or something I dont know. It's October 1st. yup Halloween is coming up, I think i'll be a vampire again lol whatev's, I won't have to dress up, just grab some fangs and blood and keep it moving. I might go to Frightfest. So i'm thinkin about getting a new camera of course. A T2i or T3, don't know yet. just been lookin up different canons. I need to get more lenses asap. On another note, I'm still thinking of changing up my style a little bit. Not many malls around here with cute plus size clothes that I can play around with. But I did find one boutique that I like called Isha Couture. I actually went in there I think thursday and there was some nice new things. I need some stuff I can buy and fix to my liking. I need to start using my sewing machine, I've had it for years and have only used it maybe twice. So I need to change that asap.

Just Sprerrys

Sooo, I saw these on Tumblr and fell inlove lol. I asked the girl that reblogged them where could i find them and she said Endless.com and it's free shopping! So I checked it out and they were there I normally don't like these type of shoes but these!!! I have to buy these! :)

Driis (Idris Elba) - Private Garden

So Idris Elba has a new music Video called Private Garden. I just heard the song yesterday and i love it. I didnt know he could sing/rap. His feel of music is great and its somethin you can jam too. Everyone Knows i love Idris Elba . Him as a person, an actor, now music artist! lol he a beautiful man. i don't know any woman that would disagree. Alot of people were like "whaat when did he start musuic?" little did they know. he was always in music. he was a dancer, Dj, writer, producer, artist. Though he was acting, he would go do his music on the under.

MY DIRECTORIAL DEBUT!

So, yesterday was the Silence the Violence: Turf Summit. My video was premiered there for people to see. Keyshia Cole, her husband and sister,  Mistah FAB, Tha Jacka, Adobe representatives, MTV, KMEL, DJ Fuze (of Digital Underground), DJ Upgrade, Turf Fiendz, Lil' D called in from prison to talk to the youth about not following his mistakes and bettering themselves. More people from the community came to support the youth for silence the violence day. Everyone loved the video. I met and talked to Mistah fab, he was really cool he liked the video. The people from ADOBE came and told me how much they loved it and how they were proud of us. MTV also came to film for the Turf Fiendz, they have a show thats suppose to air. Everyone showed me so much love. I stayed busy filming the event and was the Photographer for the event. I uploaded the video to youtube at like 5pm today and its 11:22pm now so far I have 70 views. and 5 likes. great comments. Views will get higher very soon. Im super excited. It was so much fun working with Ashanti, Roderick, Pretty Dreek, Ozone, Jmillion, Deli, & E da Ref. Also thank you to Nicole Lee of Urban Peace Movement and Galen Peterson of United Roots for supporting me with my Photography and videos. :) hope you guys like the video! help me get views!

Truth of an "American Wedding"

[This song is about Frank Ocean. When he was younger he married his girlfriend at the beginning of summer. instead of wedding rings they got tattoos to symbolize their love. while Frank was still madly in love with her she realized how serious marriage was and wanted to get an annulment. The message behind this song is that nowadays in America marriage doesn't mean much to people.]

         I've been saying for years that people get married thinking it's cool, or they are in love for the moment. They never think long term or the real marriage bond, etc. I really like this song. Marriages in america don't last long. As soon as a problem comes along its like instant divorce. People dont stick together like they use too.

In A Rush...

No rush to rescue your love. 
Its like fire in my lungs when I breathe your name.
 So I whisper hoping it hurts less than the broken heart you gave.
 It was pointless.
 I hate that your always on my mind
. Its worse when I just want to reach and touch you 
your out of reach. 
What is it about you that keeps my heart interested when my mind wants to smack sense into you?
 This makes me hate what love does to people, especially me. I want to erase you but not fully, just enough for me to concentrate.




no rush to rescue your love
its like fire in my lungs when i breath your name\
so i whisper in hopes the pain suppresses
.... POINTLESS
i despise how you penetrate my thoughts
and when i extend an arm trying to grasp whats left of your broken heart 
you are out of reach
YOU DESERVE TO GET SLAPPED


[1st one by me, 2nd by millie] june 8 , 11

State of Change..

Soo, for a min now i've been thinking of change. I need something new in my life. I starting with my hair. I dyed it a couple months ago. I'm thinking of Cutting bangs. I haven't had bangs in a long minute. My style of clothing I will slowly change quickly lol if you get it. I've changed a few things within myself, been thinkin about alot of things lately. But anyway. Im going to start designing clothes soon i've been drawing scetches lately. I still want to do the T-shirt line. The Jewelry line is coming along great, I have so many new and different designs. I'm going to be making Nose Rings along with Necklace Earrings, Bracelates, and other things. It's going to be crazy! Still doing photography of course. just had a shoot not to long ago, came out great. I've been meeting some very amazing and talented people lately. Some I will be working with soon. I'm in a happy place. :)

STUDOLOGY 101

So, I came across Dz & Pookz a few months ago. They are LGBTQ ACTIVIST. They are amazing. Both of them are very funny, open minded, very intelligent. They are two studs that are founders of the #WeAllWeGot Movement. they have many youtube videos and high view numbers. They are well known in the LGBT community and i can see why. Its not just there looks its the fact that they speak the truth, they give good advice to people. They get love from all over the world. I actually just watched them live on Ustream for the first time and it was pretty coo. I would tell everyone about them. So SPREAD THE WORD!!! lol . If you would like to know more, I would advise you to google STUDOLOGY101. Follow them on twitter, add them to your fb's, ustream, whatever. They are always on scene. They interview celebrities too. There youtube is Studzlife101 so check it out. your fav celeb might be there :) . Also they have a website. www.Studology101.tv .

"The “WE ALL WE GOT” Movement was created to promote and recognize LGBTQ talents of all kinds! It has evolved into something far bigger than we could ever imagine. Not only does the “We All We Got” Movement promote LGBTQ talents, it also unifies the community as one!" -Studology101.tv

Time Flyz

So, Me & Him hit a wall. we went from talkin everyday to maybe once a week or maybe two weeks. I hate it of course. I miss it of course. So I've been trying to get myself to where I can bury my feelings for him in hope that it works this time. it erks my nerves because it's soo fuckin' hard. but I think I can do it lol. I really don't want him to go anywhere. its my feelings that fuck us up every time lol. As soon as we talk about it he goes M.I.A. its retarded but I know thats how he is so i deal, its whatever. I think that exactly why I keep my shit to myself. So lately I was told I been actin  "Salty", I'm not trying to at all. but I guess it's part of the process? Hopefully time wil fly and we can get back to where we were. it always happens that when me and him get really close him and millie  fall apart. When Him and millie get close then me and him fall apart. it never fails. At this point him and mill is close and we are fallin apart. I dont know why he effects me so much smh. I rather be where I don't have to think about him so much. Soo, freewriting is my new thing. whatevers on my mind I been typing it. I guess this entry is finished lol ionno.

Mac Miller Fan? Why Yes

So I for a while I've been listenin to mac miller. Some people hate and be like"he cant rap", he's trying be like Eminem", "why you listening to him". My reply is "SHUTUP BITCH & SUCK THIS DICK" *Word of Mac Miller* lol I see it ass why you not listening to him. He's hot shit and got his own thing going, he's nothing like Eminem, somethings wrong with you if you think he can't rap. He got my attention, so why you hatin?? I got too many favorite Mac Miller songs and I'm so pissed I'm bout to miss him and wiz in concert this month :( shit i still support. Shit I got a few people on his dick now so ha!. I think people need to stop trying compare people and just stfu & listen. that's my opinion. To list a few faves lets see. There's : Koolaid & Frozen Pizza, Good Evening, Donald Trump, Best Day Ever, The Spins, All I Want Is You, Wear My Hat, Cruisin', Senior Skip Day, Get Up, too many more.

Not So Simple...

Sooo, yea. I'm inlove with a complicated nigga..but what's love without complication right?... As millie says we "on the same page but two different paragraphs".. Well hopefully when he realizes what's right infront of him we can be on the same sentence.

Photo By Me

So me and my righthand Millie decided to try and take photos and we wanted to make her look like the girl from 'the ring' or from 'the grudge' we have more photos but this is a sample :)

Mrs. Spacely Adventure

This is Mrs. Spacely speaking lol.
          On my Spaceship it's 9:16PM. I'm chillin here in my basketball shorts & cami,Freewritin, listenin to my music on shuffle, most i'm hearing right now is Angel Haze, Big Sean, Mac Miller, Wiz Khalifa, & Chris Brown. Random right? yes lol. Writing my high thoughts down. Another random thought, I'm too fuckin proud of myself, been accomplishing good shit :).
           I directed 3 music videos over the past couple weeks, I just directed my first real on by myself yesterday which made me happy to do. I also directed two interviews for a movie Jay-z & Beanie seigal are making. I also got some more shoots lining up. I am getting credited for my work.
           I am ready to start a Tee shirt line, like asap. I cant wait to get this started. i really need a logo. i need to work on the image. I have ideas :)
           Lately I been thinking about my move to Ga in Aug. Everything is falling together the way its suppose to and im leavin when it gets started. I wanna wait but I dont. I'm ready to leave. Just shit going on is putting me in a position where I might have to stay longer :(.
           So, me and Denzelligan spent the weekend with the A-team & I had lots of fun, even though I was getting abused by Roman & Denzelligan. Millie was being her crazy complimentive self. DAMN I really hope thats a word lmao & if it isn't I hope i used it correctly lol..
          I Need A FUCKIN ARIZONA!!!, RASBERRY ICE TEA FLAVOR TO BE EXACT.
          I, Mrs. Spacely dont think thats too much too ask. Fuck i'm too proud of myself. BTW, I want a new camera, I love the one my teacher has, uh oh man!. At the moment i'm listenin to [ Mac Miller- All I Want Is You ]
          I guess this is the song that has me in the mood im in now. I think Martha will be checking in soon  :)..back to my mood.
          "Girl I dont wanna share you, share you. we could be together but you scared too. I aint gonna leave you, leave you. my peoples tell me that I should, but I need you. & when I blow I hope you know , I can have any girl I choose. but I know as time goes by, baby all im gonna want is you."- Mac Miller
           Mrs. Spacey is on her wizzay to some planet called Fly Indajio!. TA-TA Lovelies  
          
           It's Maartha signin out...Betch :/

O-Zone & J-Milli-on- Im God (Lil B- I'm God/Soulja Boy- 2 Milli Song) (Mixtape) Music Video [Directed By: Charise Reeciebaybi Martin]

I directed my first music video yesterday and im excited about it lol. this video is directed by me & edited by O-Zone. Check it out :)

Listening To Angel Haze

So, i'm sitting here listening to music [Angel Haze- There Goes My Baby Remix)]. I love this song. i love the Usher original too. I love listenin to Angel Haze rap. She's a true Poet :) Her voice is sexy too, she speaks the truth. Especially on her R&B songs.    Like the remix she did for Unthinkable. , great job. . Her songs, I can chill and vibe too. One song i can really chill & vibe to on repeat is Goapele- Closer

No Strings [Mar 15, 11]

So as a new post I thought of no strings attached. Why? Because I think it's something I haven't wrote about yet. I've had different situations with different Blahh

So my guess is you want no string Attached.When your in love with someone still and they want no strings can you give them that? I think not. Because you love this person and they basically want to fuck around and act like your in a relationship.With no title. So even if they did something wrong, you can't say shit.Why? Because YOUR NOT DATING. You have no right really to say anything. What happens when you fall deeper inlove. You SUFFER. Lol shit it's true. Suffer may sound terrible but it is what it is. Can I handle no strings attached with someone else? Yes

On My Level [Couple weeks ago]

Just smoked, papers of course no blunts lol weed was good. Just got  
off the phone with Denzell, he fell a sleep again. I love talkin to  
him before I go to sleep. He makes me laugh, welp I'm listenin to Mike  
Posner- Save Your Goodbye. I love that song my fav song is "Fallin" by  
him. I wish I was still on the phone with D, or textin him. I have no  
one else to talk to. I'm bored grrr. Sooo, tomorrow Me, Millie, Tony, & Mignon   
are going skatin! Can't wait. Can't wait to see who gone fall first. I  
need to date someone asap! tired of being single. I need to start  
writing my poems again too. I need to check my Tumblr tomorrow.

Sailing Souls

So i downloaded Jhene's Mixtape & i love it. this is one of my favorite songs. YOU WILL LOVE IT TOO!
hopefully we can hear more of her and see her  around. she has  a beautifull voice. i think now is the perfect time for her to blow up and collab make videos and everything else.

Whenever You Call Me, Baby I'll Roll Up

So on Sunday i was chillin with the bestie Millie, using her laptop & i heard this song [Wiz Khalifa- Roll Up]. I LOVE IT!. I been listening to it for the past couple days. I like the video too.  Wiz looked good & Cassie did too. it was a cute video. plus the song reminds me of someone :)

Still Blazin, Still Blazin, Still Blazin

It's crazy that I try to see the good in her. I know she lies but when 
I'm in her arms it's like evrything is alright. At that moment her 
lies don't matter but as soon as she leaves I'm lonely once again & 
angry at the lies she once told .Smh. Sounds stupid of me but it's 
life right? No. I fell inlove with the way she holds me, touches me, 
kisses me, love me. I excepted the dumb lies just to feel those 4 
things. Crazy huh? Yes. I look at her now & I know when she's lyin, do 
I say anything? No. Why?because it's funny to see how she can continue 
to lie to my face not knowin that i know. Lookin in her eyes I can 
never tell what she's thinking, it bugs me. It bugs me because I know 
she will tell me what she thinks I want to hear. If only you knew how 
many times I told her not to do that. Smh. She cheats, she plays with 
thoughts, she's so childish it makes me want to scream. We're no 
longer together so "why should I care?"
Because, She's..Still..Here..
Holding me, touching me, kissing me, not sure if she's telling the 
truth when she says she loves me. The benevolence of her scent is 
comforting. Why? I don't know. I could hold her for days, lay with her 
for days, want..her..for..days..
She is.. Someone I would never date in the future
She's not.. For me.
I'm Dissappointed
I guess trying to change a liar is out of the question. She wants to 
gain trust that's permanently damaged. I'm sorry. I can't..
Deal with the emotional attachment, but can deal with the physical? 
You Follow?
Do you say you love me to fill the closure when you leave? If so, 
don't speak at all. Just kiss me goodbye...

                            ReecieBaybi
                              March 1, 2011

Mrs. Spacely [Wiz]

Sooo, I'm not high at the moment. Just felt like havin a random title 
lol. Actually I'm in anthropology class about to get out in like 20 
minutes. Champale just texted me and said she wanna see me today. 
Let's see what happens. 9 times out of 10 she won't show. I guess I can 
give her the benefit of the doubt. Tick tick tick. After this class 
imma chill with Me'Ya out front, then go to my cycling class, then 
finally at 1:50 I can go home. Listen to music, clean up, cook, & 
relax. I need some new songs to listen too. What I really need is some 
new speakers!!!!
I'm too mad I left my camera in Vallejo & my headphones too at Millie 
house smh. She said Tony would drop them off sooo, still waiting... I 
wanna listen to some Wiz Khalifa, new & old. I saw yesterday that he 
made the cover of rollingstone mag.
                            -ReecieBaybi
                            March 3, 2011

Random Eyes

At this very moment im chillin  talkin on the phone and rtrying to figure out this blogspot ish. this is my first post. i chose to make a blog spot to say things i wanna say and show what interest me and more. im random so this should be interesting. i love Fashion, Photography, & Music. i love so many styles.  hope to keep you interested. :)