Hour with Ritehand.

I'm in vallejo at Millies house,  we layin on the couch and just had one our Big convo's, and then started talkin about when we have kids  (not together). But how we want to raise them, when we want to have them, how we dont want them to end up, and other things. She said my kid "will be raised with filipino culture and will be well disiplined so dont worry". That really touched my heart, I told her once before that I would love to have my kid know filipino culture and be raised that way but I thought she didnt think I was serious lol. We both have set that we will have kids at age 26 and be set with our careers and be financially ready. I love Millie she will be my Righthand, Sister, Bestfriend , forever. Earlier we were at Andrea's son Nathen's christianing  reception and I saw some fine assss filipino guys, and Millie was like I cant believe how many of my guy fam you find attractive. I was like I cant help it. Lol. The ones i've seen,met,or heard about were always really cute, treat there women beautifully, are very sweet and hard working. Yes, I would love to date one. I would probably date a filipino girl but I dont know. They can be more complicated. Well thats all I gotta say for now, Millie fell asleep cuz she has work in like a hour. Hottub is on her way home so i'll have someone to kock it with :)

When My World Is A Blur.

When I'm going through it my worlds looks like this, a blur. I let go. I'd rather be outside than in. I'd rather be alone than in a crowd. I tend to listen to music that soothes me. Music I can feel. I feel that the music understands, shit. When my mind is a blur, I tend to hate whats not good or failing in my life. I think more about things than I should. When my worlds a blur I want a vacation from the life I'm living, I want to just think of a place to go and appear in that place. A quiet place. When my world is a blur I wonder if others think like I do, If all this sounds weird to them, or if they agree. Do I care? No. Why? Because this is me.
[Photo Taken By Me]

Style Change

Im bored with my style I need a change. My hair and the way I dress. I say this all the time lol but it's true. I need new places to shop. no good malls here, more places to shop in Ga. I need a whole make over, I want to feel better to. Next time I get paid, Revamp. Only thing is I wonder if the style I want will work right for me, look right. I'm also thinkin of a diet to go on I'm planning to lose 30 pounds. I've noticed as well as others that my weight has gone up some , it's showing in my face and stomach. Time to do something about that. Ohh yeaah full body make over yeahh. I also found someone that can do my hair the way I want, which I'm happy about. I put so much shit in my wishlists online for shit I want to buy, i need to go through and see which things i still wanna buy. Some things I let just sit in the wishlist for a bit because later on I might change my mind. I want to find more places to shop online that has really cool cute clothes.