"Take A Look" at Linen Life Gallery

Last night I got a chance to present my video at the Linen Life Art Gallery last night. I had soo much fun. My mom came with me, I hung out with Arisha and Jhamel. I met some really great people too. This event was a fundraiser for United Roots and I must say it came out really well. I got alot of compliments on the video. My mom and Arisha met each other that night and had a ball lol. We laughed all night while we sipped out Moscato. I can't wait to make for videos, start making short films, and work more on my portfolio. I love filming and I always have fun doing it. More to come soooo stay tuned :)

Emotions To Hide.

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can't tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you're not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don't bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You'll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today's not the day. Because here's to the nights you delt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn't breathe. To the nights you couldn't wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.

Friends FUCKERY..

Yea so been thinking about the recent fuckery with "friends". Been drama free for the longest. Found out some annoying shit and I had to cut someone off. I now know that I am comfortable with the friends I have. I don't need to give people chances to get close to me. I've always been this nice ass person that loves meeting new people, give chances at getting to know me, hang out, talk about whatever, and now I'm at a place where I regret even meeting this person. I would uninstall  this persons existence if I could. I don't do anything to bad to people, I'm not two faced, I'm always there for my friends no matter what and this one overly abused my kindness. The fact that my feelings dont matter to you, why the fuck are you around me. This is someone I gave a chance to and they just proved to me that they are exactly the type of person I thought they were when I met them. People really put on a show and try to hide who they really are. It's so annoying, with my real friends we are always ourselves, fuck anyone that don't like us. But this one smh I'm done.. Fuck your life and everything you stand for. I don't think I'm wrong for cutting this person off either. Never break friend codes..

A Little Blonde :)

Yes I dyed my hair, On the 27th of November, I wanted a change, I've been talking about doing something whether it was dye or trim. I've been cuttin it more lately and it had gotten LONGER which I love. Yes, this Isn/t a major change but its something and I like it. Everyone has complimented that they love it. Since my hair is like 90 something % natural now I like it more. I do miss perms but I can do without. My hair grows faster now. I do think when i move to Ga I might have to do the perms again because of the humidity, hopefully my hair will adapt to it and I won't have to. Coko helped my dye it and I can say that was a very funny experience lol. I have 3 different colors in my hair now, I have to figure out how to get the back to blend with the rest of my hair (not the blonde). I dyed the back of my hair back in may, at that time I was trying to dye the back of my hair a really bright brown close to blong but it didnt turn as like as i wanted, and when I decided to dye my hair red (which would show burgandy) it just turned a different color brown lol, so yea. It was easier to dye my hair when it was permed because it always turned the exact colors I want, now that it's natural it's harder. So I have a really big job now taking care of my hair with this blonde, I do not want it to break/fall out, it's on the side too lol I don't need to look like alot of these chicks that dyed hair be looking so messed up.