Still Blazin, Still Blazin, Still Blazin

It's crazy that I try to see the good in her. I know she lies but when 
I'm in her arms it's like evrything is alright. At that moment her 
lies don't matter but as soon as she leaves I'm lonely once again & 
angry at the lies she once told .Smh. Sounds stupid of me but it's 
life right? No. I fell inlove with the way she holds me, touches me, 
kisses me, love me. I excepted the dumb lies just to feel those 4 
things. Crazy huh? Yes. I look at her now & I know when she's lyin, do 
I say anything? No. Why?because it's funny to see how she can continue 
to lie to my face not knowin that i know. Lookin in her eyes I can 
never tell what she's thinking, it bugs me. It bugs me because I know 
she will tell me what she thinks I want to hear. If only you knew how 
many times I told her not to do that. Smh. She cheats, she plays with 
thoughts, she's so childish it makes me want to scream. We're no 
longer together so "why should I care?"
Because, She's..Still..Here..
Holding me, touching me, kissing me, not sure if she's telling the 
truth when she says she loves me. The benevolence of her scent is 
comforting. Why? I don't know. I could hold her for days, lay with her 
for days, want..her..for..days..
She is.. Someone I would never date in the future
She's not.. For me.
I'm Dissappointed
I guess trying to change a liar is out of the question. She wants to 
gain trust that's permanently damaged. I'm sorry. I can't..
Deal with the emotional attachment, but can deal with the physical? 
You Follow?
Do you say you love me to fill the closure when you leave? If so, 
don't speak at all. Just kiss me goodbye...

                            ReecieBaybi
                              March 1, 2011