It's crazy that I try to see the good in her. I know she lies but when
I'm in her arms it's like evrything is alright. At that moment her
lies don't matter but as soon as she leaves I'm lonely once again &
angry at the lies she once told .Smh. Sounds stupid of me but it's
life right? No. I fell inlove with the way she holds me, touches me,
kisses me, love me. I excepted the dumb lies just to feel those 4
things. Crazy huh? Yes. I look at her now & I know when she's lyin, do
I say anything? No. Why?because it's funny to see how she can continue
to lie to my face not knowin that i know. Lookin in her eyes I can
never tell what she's thinking, it bugs me. It bugs me because I know
she will tell me what she thinks I want to hear. If only you knew how
many times I told her not to do that. Smh. She cheats, she plays with
thoughts, she's so childish it makes me want to scream. We're no
longer together so "why should I care?"
Because, She's..Still..Here..
Holding me, touching me, kissing me, not sure if she's telling the
truth when she says she loves me. The benevolence of her scent is
comforting. Why? I don't know. I could hold her for days, lay with her
for days, want..her..for..days..
She is.. Someone I would never date in the future
She's not.. For me.
I'm Dissappointed
I guess trying to change a liar is out of the question. She wants to
gain trust that's permanently damaged. I'm sorry. I can't..
Deal with the emotional attachment, but can deal with the physical?
You Follow?
Do you say you love me to fill the closure when you leave? If so,
don't speak at all. Just kiss me goodbye...
ReecieBaybi
March 1, 2011
Because, She's..Still..Here.. GOOD ONE
ReplyDeleteTHE ENDING REALLY PULLED IT ALL TOGETHER..
"JUST KISS ME GOOD BYE..." LOVE IT..
YOU COULD WORK ON THE BEGINNING A LIL MORE THO..
ITS RATHER REDUNDANT. ( YOU JUST TOLD ME ITS NOT A POEM) LOL BUT IT HAS GREAT POTENTIAL TO BE ONE.. LETS WORK ON THIS TOGETHER
WE WILL KEEP THE ENDING CUS THAT WAS fire BUT THE BEGINNING NEEDS SOME EDITING GOOD DROP SIS LOVE YOU KEEP IT UP
RESPECT
ALICIA